“He wanted to go home. He wanted it so much that he trembled at the thought. But if the price of that…”

“He wanted to go home. He wanted it so much that he trembled at the thought. But if the price of that was selling good men to the night, if the price was filling those graves, if the price was not fighting with every trick he knew… then it was too high.”

- Terry Pratchett, Night Watch.

marypsue:Night Watch is one of Sir Terry’s most hopeless novels – and, by the same token, because of…

marypsue:

Night Watch is one of Sir Terry’s most hopeless novels - and, by the same token, because of the same things, one of his most hopeful.

It’s a parody - and I use that word very loosely, because there’s really nothing funny about it - of Les Miserables. It’s about a failed revolution, and a barricade, and the people who fought and died there for nothing. Nothing changes. Politics with a capital P goes on, and even the most pure and noble of intentions only becomes food for the pit of snakes who pull the strings. The powerful remain powerful, the powerless, despite their solidarity, their desperation, their violence, their hope, remain powerless. Their little lives don’t count at all. Things continue exactly as they always have, minus a few faces in the crowd.

It is also, I think, where we see Sam Vimes at his lowest. Sure, Thud! does similar things in stripping him down, but that is under an outside influence, and he has his family to think of. He has something to fight for.

In Night Watch, though, all of that is taken away. Sam Vimes, eternal cynic, for once has Cassandraic knowledge that his cynicism is absolutely founded. He knows how this will end, and there’s no Corporal Carrot to make the world magically better around him, no Sybil and Young Sam to push through for, no city to protect. The absolute best that he can expect is to succeed, and lose that family, that future, forever. The absolute worst? He dies. Everyone he cares about here dies. And it’s all in vain.

Sam Vimes is an alcoholic. It’s something that we tend to bring up when we’re talking about how amazing he is, how much he’s overcome, but gloss over otherwise. Which is a little sad, because it’s fundamental.

Sam Vimes faced this exact dragon, years ago. Sam Vimes saw there was no way to slay it. He saw the ants eating at the heart of every hope, every effort. He saw the first man he really knew as a good and kind and just - but never passive, never weak - man die, horribly, slain for no reason but petty grudge and Politics. He saw John Keel’s garden wither and die in its bed. He saw the hope of a better, brighter Ankh-Morpork squelched, and the sacrifice of a good man wasted. He saw the world, in all of its rotting, miserable, pestilent despair, spoiling every good thing that dared show its face, its only ordering principle the slow decay of entropy.

Young Sam Vimes had no anchor. Young Sam Vimes had nothing left to turn to but the bottom of a bottle and the smelliest part of an Ankh-Morpork gutter.

Sam Vimes, as of the events of Night Watch, is back there. Not only physically temporally displaced. He has nothing. There is no reason for him to stand up, to take on the role of John Keel, to take responsibility for the barricade, to try to bring Carcer back to justice. To fight the doomed fight. There is nothing between him and finding a quiet seat at the Broken Drum, ordering himself a pint, and giving up. There is nothing between him and despair.

But he gets up anyway. He intervenes anyway. He tries to help anyway, even when he can’t believe it will make any difference. And it doesn’t, in the end.

Except that people lived who, save for the actions of John Keel, would have died. Except it quite literally meant the world to them.

And that’s where the hope is hiding, in this hopeless, bleak, despair of a book. There is no glory. There is no revolution. There is no good thing that cannot be corrupted. There is no point. Except.

The Disc turns on the ‘except’. Always has. Always will.

marypsue:Night Watch is one of Sir Terry’s most hopeless novels – and, by the same token, because of…

marypsue:

Night Watch is one of Sir Terry’s most hopeless novels - and, by the same token, because of the same things, one of his most hopeful.

It’s a parody - and I use that word very loosely, because there’s really nothing funny about it - of Les Miserables. It’s about a failed revolution, and a barricade, and the people who fought and died there for nothing. Nothing changes. Politics with a capital P goes on, and even the most pure and noble of intentions only becomes food for the pit of snakes who pull the strings. The powerful remain powerful, the powerless, despite their solidarity, their desperation, their violence, their hope, remain powerless. Their little lives don’t count at all. Things continue exactly as they always have, minus a few faces in the crowd.

It is also, I think, where we see Sam Vimes at his lowest. Sure, Thud! does similar things in stripping him down, but that is under an outside influence, and he has his family to think of. He has something to fight for.

In Night Watch, though, all of that is taken away. Sam Vimes, eternal cynic, for once has Cassandraic knowledge that his cynicism is absolutely founded. He knows how this will end, and there’s no Corporal Carrot to make the world magically better around him, no Sybil and Young Sam to push through for, no city to protect. The absolute best that he can expect is to succeed, and lose that family, that future, forever. The absolute worst? He dies. Everyone he cares about here dies. And it’s all in vain.

Sam Vimes is an alcoholic. It’s something that we tend to bring up when we’re talking about how amazing he is, how much he’s overcome, but gloss over otherwise. Which is a little sad, because it’s fundamental.

Sam Vimes faced this exact dragon, years ago. Sam Vimes saw there was no way to slay it. He saw the ants eating at the heart of every hope, every effort. He saw the first man he really knew as a good and kind and just - but never passive, never weak - man die, horribly, slain for no reason but petty grudge and Politics. He saw John Keel’s garden wither and die in its bed. He saw the hope of a better, brighter Ankh-Morpork squelched, and the sacrifice of a good man wasted. He saw the world, in all of its rotting, miserable, pestilent despair, spoiling every good thing that dared show its face, its only ordering principle the slow decay of entropy.

Young Sam Vimes had no anchor. Young Sam Vimes had nothing left to turn to but the bottom of a bottle and the smelliest part of an Ankh-Morpork gutter.

Sam Vimes, as of the events of Night Watch, is back there. Not only physically temporally displaced. He has nothing. There is no reason for him to stand up, to take on the role of John Keel, to take responsibility for the barricade, to try to bring Carcer back to justice. To fight the doomed fight. There is nothing between him and finding a quiet seat at the Broken Drum, ordering himself a pint, and giving up. There is nothing between him and despair.

But he gets up anyway. He intervenes anyway. He tries to help anyway, even when he can’t believe it will make any difference. And it doesn’t, in the end.

Except that people lived who, save for the actions of John Keel, would have died. Except it quite literally meant the world to them.

And that’s where the hope is hiding, in this hopeless, bleak, despair of a book. There is no glory. There is no revolution. There is no good thing that cannot be corrupted. There is no point. Except.

The Disc turns on the ‘except’. Always has. Always will.

sfygreens: It’s International Day for Biological Diversity! …



sfygreens:

It’s International Day for Biological Diversity! Did you know that indigenous people make up only 5% of the global population but protect 80% of the world’s biodiversity.

This is a day to acknowledge and pledge to protect biodiversity. Check out more @unbiodiversity

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“Words exist only in theory. And then one ordinary day you run into a word that exists only in…”

“Words exist only in theory. And then one ordinary day you run into a word that exists only in theory. And you meet it face to face. And then that word becomes someone you know. That word becomes someone you hate. And you take that word with you wherever you go. And you can’t pretend it isn’t there.”

- Benjamin Alire Sáenz, The Inexplicable Logic of My Life.

Troll diversity!

laurasimonsdaughter:

Contrary to what is represented in most modern media, there are a lot of different types of trolls in the Nordic tradition. As a Dutch person my research is necessarily second-hand, but here is a short introduction of “the common troll” as depicted by the stories I know from various countries:

Norwegian Trolls

Appearance: Very large, almost giant-like, scary and aggressive looking. Often have big noses. Sometimes have one eye, three heads or a tail.

Habitat: Usually inside mountains where they have entire palaces or hoards with rare riches, but are also found stomping through the forest. Usually live alone, but often as neighbours, where sometimes three brothers or sisters live in a row.  

Characteristics: May kidnap princes or princesses to marry. Some are capable of using powerful magic. Can smell “Christian blood” or “Christian bones” and may very well eat people, especially children. Often turn to stone in sunlight.

Swedish Trolls

Appearance: Larger than humans but not huge. Often have very long, matted hair, big noses, long ears and a tail, so are often described as ugly.

Habitat: The forest or the mountains. Have a society of their own with a “troll king of the mountain”, often live in big clans.

Characteristics: Might kidnap children or youths because they like them, but could also eat them. Can leave changelings that grow up normally, but stay rather trollish at heart. Have a habit of stealing farm animals. Might be helpful or kind when treated with respect. Sometimes turn to stone in sunlight, but many are out and about during the day. Some have to keep their word or rule of trades like fae and cannot harm those pure of heart. Some possess (simple) magic.

Icelandic Trolls

Appearance: Ranging from large to huge giants, with big teeth and a terrifying, ugly appearance. Apart from that rather human, no tail for instance. Often female, while tales from other countries usually skew a little to the male side.

Habitat: Mountains and cliffs. Often live alone but as neighbours, may live in family groups.

Characteristics: Have terrifying, booming voices and are generally aggressive and violent. Fast runners and climbers, fearsome fighters. Kill and/or eat people. Are generally afraid of the sound of church bells or Christian blessings, and of the sun, which might turn them to stone.

Danish Trolls

Appearance: Human sized, often has a tail and sometimes short horns.

Habitat: The woodland, hills or mountains which might hide their treasures but may also just be big cosy camps. Live in large family groups.

Characteristics: Like to party with lots of food and drink and dancing around the fire. Sometimes steal children but never eat them. They may leave a troll changeling or a log turned into a child in their place. Some trolls wanted human children because they could go onto hallowed ground, which trolls could not. Inclined to steal things. May be befriended by leaving food and drink out for them. Has no problem going out during the day. Some can make themselves invisible to humans or use other types of magic.

The ‘trows’ from Shetland and Orkney (honorary trolls)

Appearance: Short, usually ugly or strange looking but might pass for human. Often called “the grey neighbours”.

Habitat: Inside grassy mounds and hills, called “howes” or “knowes”. Inside these mounds they have dazzling halls to have parties in.

Characteristics: Trows behave like some Swedish and Danish trolls came over to the Scottish Isles and decided to turn a bit fae. They usually only come out at night and are often invisible even then. They are fond of visiting people’s houses to play mischievous tricks on them. They might kidnap people, especially musicians or children. One story tells of them carving a wooden likeness of a wife and child to leave behind in their place.

DIARY: Shouts, a hurried evacuation, and then the bombs cameThe Israeli military bombed the Gaza…

The Israeli military bombed the Gaza high rise that had been home to the American International News Agency, the Associated Press (AP).

The pretext or justification for this clear attack on Press Freedom was the unfounded claim that Hammas was in the building.

The Al Jazeera news organization, along with other commercial enterprises occupied the lower floors, with family apartments in the middle. You would think the active presence of the investigative reporters of two news agencies would have turned up some evidence of the presence of Hamas.

And of course, once you blow up the building, there is no way to prove anything.

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