“I’m so glad I live in a world where there are Octobers.”
- L.M. Montgomery, Anne of Green Gables.
Shockingly, I am incapable of anything, anything at all. I’m going to dig a hole and settle down into it and wait for the rain to submerge me.
I think I’m always chasing that particular high you only get from certain rare stories - the ones that resonate with you on a strange personal level, like an implacable aroma that reminds you of something that was once very dear to you but has somehow been forgotten. Those stories that rewire your brain just a little, just for a while. Not every great story has this effect - I have enjoyed many excellent books and movies that did not change me.
It’s just that now and then, if you’re very lucky, you’ll come across a story that feels like home, or a like limb you didn’t even know you had or how you got by all these years without using it. These stories haunt you and become part of your personal canon.
It’s October and I am haunted by all the books I’m not reading.
a.k.a. All Your Sources Are Problematic.